Holiday

Hey its holiday

I hate holiday. its 5 weeks. there should never be holiday for med student.

Friends

They are enjoying their holiday. Are they? I assume they are. Stay at home. No need to come to school. Or they are studying like crazy at home? who knows? I told them I am bored. So? Nobody would care.

Sacrifice.

He asked me to stay back. Okay, I stayed. And now, alone, feeling lonely. I feel like I am locked up in the jail. Everyone is scared of him. Or respect him. Best doctor Ever. After two weeks, I dont see that. Really. Is he worth the sacrifice? I want to see how he squeeze people's brain. I want to see how he torture people. But no, he stopped drinking milo + coffee. Bla. a waste of time.

Am I really sacrificing? Or am I just running away from reality.

What if I am home now? What will I be doing?

Exam

they should give us exam now. Then, everyone will be in school, studying. Isnt it?

I get to see my friends. We have never been closer,, only days before exam.

Trust

Yes, you said you want to study anatomy. But, what happen??

The trust can never been solid enough. It is just superficial. We can never do half half or even one tenth.

Maybe I am just complaining.

Sorry, I am so so lack of support now. Realised the importance of HEP. That is so true.