Fear

Have you ever wake up with fear?

So fear that you just dont feel like waking up and face the day.

I thought I was brave enough. Or I wasnt wise enough to settle things as I thought I could.


He took my book and he hasnt return it. Should I go find him? How can I trust him easily? He should have professionalism right? I couldnt find him online. Sigh. My fault. Learn my lessons.

Really tired

Really tired. I dont know where the tiredness come from
Seriously life has gone way too complicated. How can it happen? Why?  I didnt ask why for myself. I asked why for the others. I feel so bad. HOw can this happen to her? She is such a nice person. She is hardworking. She studied really hard, more than anyone else.

I am trying my best to hang in there to help her. Life is way too complicated. So many things. so many people to deal with. Gathering strength... for myself and for her...

All the best my friend.. you can make it.. I am sure you can. Have faith...