Day 8

Day 8

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Lol. See what I have learned from the wards.

Day 1 Post Exam

I felt sick like runny nose and productive cough with yellowish phlegm. It's not that bad. So I spent most of time sleeping because I think my body needs rest. Well, I didnt do much, just watch a movie Inception. I am so outdated. Yea, I know. That's the only thing that wakes up my mind for the whole day otherwise I will be drown in drowsiness.

I wanted to go swimming but the only access I have is the public swimming pool downstairs. With my leaking nose, I dont want to infect everyone with that. Oh well, the only thing I  could do is to stay at home. Not sure if staying at home alone helps me to get better or worse. Maybe I should be more productive. I read an article yesterday, writing journals helped with generating ideas. So I am here writing blog. Okay I m planning to cook. Chicken Herbal soup. hopefully it helps me to get better and improve my appetite. =)

Long time no see

Hey,

this is my last day seeing you I think. I feel sad. The defense mechanism that I am using now is distancing myself from you. Study hard okay? thats my last word to you. You nod your head. I am sure you will be good. You are so much better than  me at this age. I hope you will go far. I wish you all the best from my heart. Good luck, kid.

Thank you for teaching me. I think I learn more from you than you learning from me. Good bye.

The new learning centre

I am in the new learning centre alone. I like this place a lot because its quiet =D

It feels weird but I guess I am still getting used to the busy life. Many things to do.

Hyper from work!

Today is the first day of year 4.. I dont know when will I burn out but I am so hyper and excited from WORK!!!

Enjoy working =D

How did I get to meet such nice people?

I really wonder sometimes. How can I be so lucky to meet such nice people in my life?


I stayed at their house only for 2 nights and I really felt like we are a family. Prof always sent me emails on people always asking about why bad things happen to them . For me, I am always asking why such things can ever happen to me. I am really lucky  I guess.

Another thing that I am always unsure of still remain uncertain. I really hope to get a clear answer. The answers that I got previously was always confusing.

Ah why?

I am in fourth year this year. Still can't believe that I got through that crazy semester. It wasnt crazy for everyone else I believe. It's just me. I am so proud of myself being able to do both projects and pass my year 3 examination. I definitely know that I missed out a lot. I am really sorry for me avoiding everyone and most of the events. I am sorry I had to sacrifice. I might have already miss out some important things in life, really regret about it.

Year 4 seems to be hard as everyone describe. I hope to enjoy it, spend more time in the wards. I am trying to limit things that I participate or prioritise so I dont miss out important things in life.

Fear

Have you ever wake up with fear?

So fear that you just dont feel like waking up and face the day.

I thought I was brave enough. Or I wasnt wise enough to settle things as I thought I could.


He took my book and he hasnt return it. Should I go find him? How can I trust him easily? He should have professionalism right? I couldnt find him online. Sigh. My fault. Learn my lessons.